心灵感触

突然很想写下内心的声音的夜晚
平时的我大部分时间都贡献了给公司工作 开始忽略了身边重要的人 家人 爱人 亲人 朋友
可是最重要的是我忽略了自己 开始没有真正属于给自己的时间与空间
有的时候甚至三餐都在公司度过, 认真想想 我是真的有这个必要把我这么多的时间消耗在这家公司吗?
或许别人都说我们90年代的人好像不怎么能挨 少许的辛苦的不能承受 这一点我倒是认同 毕竟从小我们拥有的都很好 通常要些什么 想吃些什么 父母都会尽量满足 基本上都不愁 也不知钱难赚这回事儿
出来工作后 发现原来钱并不那么容易来 开始发现得来不易的感觉
出来需要看别人脸色 受别人的气 受些委屈 也只不过能回报那么一些些 真的想说 "值得吗？"

开始学会长大 想法跟随岁月改变 清楚知道未来的我需要什么 现在的我需要付出些什么
可能对很多人来说 我也未免明白得太迟了吧 老实说是的 我真的才开始长大
未来真的很玄 这未知数让我觉得害怕 可是我懂 害怕不前进 只是让我停留

『做你没做过的事情叫成长，做你不愿意做的事情叫改变，做你不敢做的事情叫突破』

身边的人 很重要 给于你什么样的能量 你既能变成怎样的人
以前的那个我 是非常在乎每个人的看法 想要做到每个人心中理想的人
可是认真想想 我那份在乎 在别人眼里是什么
有些时候 真的想让自己歇息一会儿
时间过去 开始领悟 人生真正是需要些什么
我们不能改变别人 但对于自己决不能吝啬 给自己的时间一定不能少

对于以后的自己一定要有规划 不能再以前的我 只在乎当下
时间过去后 你会发现 为什么当初我都不好好利用我的青春
每个决定都很重要 现在做的事 一定不能让以后的自己后悔
后悔来不及 所以更要承诺自己 现在当下的活要干好 目标要定好 以后的我才会更好

携手创造属于我们的未来 =)
只要我们的信念够强 没什么事是会难倒我们的

long time no post

好久不见 收悉的中文拼法 皆因本小姐在中国公司公干 哈哈
是否 recently falling in love with this song.
是否 这次已全败 是否 这次将一去不回头 是否 所有东西的发生都没预料
很想告诉自己有多不在乎 却无法控制
多少次我忍住心中的疑惑
太相信 的保守诺言 换来的却是故事主角
从未想过的事情 发生了
曾经的冲动改变了故事的发展
祝福消失 心痛的感觉如此深
关心的人很多 了解的人是否也有
好好珍惜对你好的人 因为不会常常有好的人出现
谢谢你 那个明白我的人 懂我的"kaixinguo"
幸福是要自己努力得回来的
开始学会 开心就好
真心的人到最会 会祝福你 =)
Cherish the one who always know you. Cherish the one who always bring you joy.
Tears make you fall at this point yet is another way of making you stronger in the future.

Now playing: Beautiful in white. another top play of mine. feel so in love every time i play the song. Life deserve to be so lovely! Happiness is the key =)

#graduated

Finally I'm graduated. Officially unemployed?!
Was kinda not satisfied with what I score. I would have score better if I work hard a little more. seriously is like a little more will do. So I'm entitle for a second upper.
Does not have enough pictures with me though.

so here we are, the successful achiever hahaha.. somehow it looks like the hospital tag for the patients LOL
our name was proudly on tag. aha! be proud!

three of the graduates with 2 good-looking one.. *okay i admit i lied* hahaha

 two little girl suit up and hats on for a lovely kiss <3

Tadaaa my cutie pie, my companion =) my life wouldn't be that great without her through out the year. being supportive and silly all these while. luckily i have you with me while im away from home. <3

Us, the best friends <3

Last but not least, #ukpompeygang 

and not forgetting the dai gar jie hahaha eunice THOR ><

April Fool

Hello Happy April Fool!
Its the 1st day of the month again which mean its our day! lol
happy kid wanna be... lol
accidentally cut my fingers today while preparing dinner sob sob
and i found out it so hard to deal with daily routine when the two fingers is not working lol

In few months back, i took this picture at Buckingham Palace

my hair was still quite short compare to now which reaching my tummy soon. need a good haircut seriously. LOL. but where to go for?? as i want a cheap and nice saloon house hahaha.. *cheapskat*

nearly after 3 months, Eunice finally came to Portsmouth and she surprised us with her arrival. such a little devil right lol. and she brought Nicole here as well. nice to meet her in real as a new friend although i have been knowing this person from Eunice.  so we went for high tea at Ten-Hole. a nice cafe that serves delicious cakes =) yet i still miss Malaysia's one. but so far this is one of the best in Portsmouth LOL.

and im glad to know these Hong Kong people which same course with me. They are so nice in person and treat us so well. Lucky i gotta know them before im back to Malaysia. Hopefully they will visit Malaysia in the future so that we can gather again! nice bonding session with them!

Every first day of the month is the best day as i believe lucky things will happen on the first day of the month. be lovely and cheers!!! <3

Random thoughts of love

突而其来的感触 想起那天表姨的话 有点感触
我可真的是个幸福的小孩 拥有的很多 却常在埋怨 有时真的很不该

这可是我们去年在Bangkok拍的jump shot

而这就是今年我们在Paris拍的jump shot

很庆幸我的家人 把我们带到那么多地方 或许没有别人的奢侈 可是我真的觉得自己很幸福了
*ignore my un-ready mode*
这一趟旅行 甜酸苦辣 可是我享受的却是那唯美的家庭温暖 我怀念的热情 =)
I am proud to have them as my dearest family members. Somehow we just have the connections in us that never breaks and keep us linked. The trip just get us closer with lots of love. They are the best travel mate of mine.

Candid shot?! Whatever it is, loving this picture with four of us and of course the Effiel Tower.  *okay i have no idea who's behind that make this shot imperfect but who cares?! LOL*

My love. Forever love.

其实生活可以很简单 在于的往往是个人的想法 =)

Note 1 of 2014

time flies is all i wanna say when it step into the year of 2014
Almost 4 months here, time really past fast here.
January is my month. a month that full of celebration for me =)

 Welcome 2014 =) so much wish this will be a good year ahead. loving the purple london eye=)

its been quite some time sitting on a bus in Malaysia yet it become the main transport for me in UK.

hair have to be tie up due to the excessive growth of pimples on my forehead.

the "nelson--chua" signature pose. LOL so this is where we lepak while we waiting for the countdown session.

in love with leather jacket recently =)

i do missing those time i can dress in shorts and sleeveless. miss this precious moment really much...

london street <3

no matter i am wearing a flats or heels, i still look that short.. what a sad case =(

for nearly 5 hours of waiting, we finally witness the awesome fireworks at the countdown.
Happy new year peeps! Believe that 2014 will be a great year that all the good things will happen.
Cheers <3

Glad to see colourful fireworks in bloom fully occupied the sky. each of the small little sparkle like the glowing star, brighten up the dark night, bring you a message the new year arrived coming along with lots of colour. no matter how far the love one be, there's always something linking up. trust the love that blossom in your heart. there's a reason why do fingers have gap in between, hold tight when you found the one who really fits the gap <3

=)

有没有那么一个人 让你有那么一股冲动 你认定他了 缘分很奇妙 牵动了两个人 能遇见你那位可以认定的人 是否需要经历很多 我不晓得 我只是懂 那位让我有那种感觉的人 很难找 寻寻觅觅 我遇见了 不知道 他是否是陪我走到最后的那个人 可是那份认定了的感觉 不易 

千言万语 抵挡不了 那么一句 谢谢 我真的很感谢 你的出现
因为你 我勇敢了因为你 我改变了
【我不知为何 伤口还没愈合 你就这样闯进我的心窝 是你让我的生活从此都只要你陪我】
那可爱的小酒窝 感觉你的傻气 
谢谢你 

幸福不难 只要你遇到了 =)
我喜欢星星 可是更喜欢 雨过天晴 =)

Looking forward to the Switzerland trip
Feeling excited as this will be the first time witnessing snow.
yet feeling sad becoz i gonna lost contact with my VIPs
hope there will be free wifi for internet access.

loving the scenery. Hope it gonna be a nice trip =)

Isle of Wight

Its December! Holiday mood on! YaY!
*although there are lotsa assignments to due*
been to Isle of Wight last week!

 while we were on the way to the island by Ferry!
windy weather is cooling!

the kitchen of our Villa. Big and comfy. i like the lighting most.

steamboat dinner =0

our Jacuzzi look! weeeee XP

Beautiessss and a beast hahahaha....
the weather is too cold though, it will be perfect if we are here during Sept.

 Sleeping with my Queenstreetbabes on a king size bed ^^

Up Up here we go

Catching up the sunset!

the scenery is awesome!

the backpackers lol
Tiring but happy trip.

听说看见彩虹代表好运的到来 无意间 走着走着 发现了这道彩虹
喜欢看见彩虹 它犹如带给我讯息 好运即将降临哦
凡事抱着开朗的心情 所有事情都会变得positive =)

Passie byyyy

Being too stress up with the stacking up course works.
Due date is so near yet my progress is so slow.
Just handed in one in the past two week and one presentation was down last week.
Two more to go until my xmas break.
Wanted to plan my xmas holiday trip badly but the assignments is killing, Sigh!

new coat new jeans new boots. LOL! and im officially broke with excessive shopping.
the weather is getting cold. but im gaining weight Gosh!!! Please i want back the slimmer me. =(

found this two years ago picture.

Bought a key chain from Xmas Market. Engrave service is included. Loving it. Simple and nice. =)
Meaningful letters has been crave on it. <3








Okay. i gonna get myself back to my assignments. *sadface* Lol.
Hello, December. enjoy the very last month in 2013 yo! =)

Cheers!

Little Drop by

#np Officially missing you

2 months and one week here.
Assign have been the most headache thing. I used to like assign rather than examinations but there's too much and the due date is just so near.

3 assign to be hand in before xmas break >< I wan holiday ady ><

Always the best companion when i need something to cheer me up.
However I have move from JavaChips to Caramel Macchiato. hot drinks in the cold weather is the best match. How it warm me up in a way simply make me fall in love with it.
在这里 并不孤独 当你知道 总有人 在某个远处 无论在什么时候 都在等待着 你的消息
谢谢那么一个人
不懂为什么 咖啡的味道 让我想起家了 本小姐 思乡情感又来了

Sleeping with this bully for more than a week ><

Not sure since when, i had used to sleep alone. Therefore forgive my sleeping habits that actually annoy you haha. Kinda afraid my future husband whether he can bare with my super weird attitude on how i treat my bed and bedroom. 

Xmas is around the corner. *errr one more month to go tho* Everywhere is having lotsa xmas deco. 1st time celebrating xmas in UK. Looking forward for it. Trip planning is on the way. Lotsa things need to be done recently, but it just dont stress me up so much. There's always a simple reason behind.
Learn to be independent, learn how to think positively every problem might just come with solutions. So stay positive and you will have your way =)
Mindset just so important sometime that you need to make it clear before it make you do the wrong things. 
Not sure whether i have did any changes in my daily life but i do admit i had become happier recent compare to the time that i had just reach here. 
Feeling blissful most of the time that i have given so much. Appreciate and cherish =)

Halloween Party at Portsmouth

So the Halloween falls on a thursday, we decided to celebrate in advance which is the last friday.
Theme for the private party was Black for girls and White for boys.

the Evil Devil>< black top with a cute devil sign.

 "Enter if you dare!"

ok ignore my ugly face. try to be evil but, not sure i make it lol. what a fail in acting.

with my sweetie babe <3

camwhore before gamesssss

with the catherine booth guyssss

the guyssss

the Mamalon aka sexy hot mama

Ping ping vs me. my cutie pie <3 punishment on us =(

crazy people in da house

after all, they put someone's name on my face.....Weeeeeee XP

Simple yet funny night with the Portsmouth gang.
Happy Halloween yo=)

just heard about a news regarding there will the strongest wind ever in the past 5 years happen on today and tomorrow. this is scary. Gonna hide in the house to avoid this.
Cheers people <3